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10th Letter From My Soul

Dear Love,
So touched and moved was I by rereading some of our previous letters that I felt inspired to open a blank page and invite our connection. Is there anything you would like to share at this time?

George,
You are doing well. Keep taking the time to align. Keep reinforcing in yourself through acts of mind body and heart that the fullness and wonder of love is the greatest and truest guide. And indeed the ultimate end in itself.

There is so much conditioning that pulls people away from this truth. You know the deep sadness and the urge to rage this causes. Your feelings are the earth’s feelings, your tears her tears.

Like Charles’s ted, it is so vital to offer and hold fast to a more beautiful story. That is why we rejoice in the time you are spending with Freya. We feel the anxiety at the edge of your being over money…but look how successful the valentines videos were. That is a snapshot of your true value. When you create from that place of inspiration you ask with power and authenticity and that is how your offers are received – inspiring, powerful and authentic.

Now you have begun the process of sharing our words with the world, keep breathing into your heart as you write, it is the sure way to keep our connection strong and not be swayed by the possibility of writing for an audience other than life itself.

We counsel you too to remember fun. So strange may it seem to the gloom mongers and the heartfelt, urgent activists, but fun is a vital, world-healing force. As with the fields of all things, the stronger the field of fun in the world, the more bountifully the rains fall and the more calmly the wind blows to alleviate the bright shining of the sun.

You know from that morning on Kilburn lane and when you sit with the trees just how alive the world is. (refers to a number of times in nature and in the city when i have sent i silent prayer of gratitude and honour to the world, only for inexplicable gusts of wind to vortex around me, then disappear as quickly as they came)

Strong is the conditioned urge among people to name such reality. Is it spirit or faeries or simple science? Yes. And more. And of course just life.

In truth this urge to name is such a double edged sword. It brings such beauty. It cause such division. To know in the stillness and the purity of heart. There is life. But the scalpel of science and reason seeks satisfaction, peeling away the layers of wonder until there is but a corpse to name.

Cherish mystery. Long for the unfoldment of moment dancing through moment. Who wishes to know the score before kickoff? Why then seek to peel away and peel away. Where there is mystery, wonder, the unknown – there is adventure, delight, possibility.

How can this mystery serve the new stories that must be told, when all ‘reason’ would point to a need for greater knowledge and information if we are to heal?

Do you need to know how to love to love? Do you need a text book?

So it is with the earth. As previously stated. Love will take care of the earth. You must take care of Love. That is the greatest mystery there is – the great unknowable abyss from which arises the profound yet rationally inexplicable truth that to love is enough.

How can this be so, when all seems doomed…when science so confirms it? What wonder…what mystery, what delight…to be alive and breathing and embarked upon this great adventure not knowing what will be around the corner, yet knowing that to love is enough.

And of course, we have only explored half the story here. Of course everything you need to know is waiting for you to tune into it. Everything that could possibly be is. This is Love’s infinite intelligence. It is of all and for all.

The old story is so bountiful in its gifts of humour – one can imagine a mattress maker searching a thousand haystacks for a thousand needles – believing there must be a way to create a suitable mattress if only all the needles can be found…of course any child would simply ask…“why do you not seek to make your mattress from all this hay?”

So it is with human perception at this time – all the wisdom you could ever need or use is there for you…if only you will DIVINE it.

Meditate a while…

And delight in returning with the insight of the importance of nothing.

It truly is time to challenge the cliché that something is better than nothing. This western world you are currently serving in is so conditioned in this dogma. Yet does not Charles in tmbwohkip tell of indigenous people who are content, yay who see it as a vital part of their mission, to watch the grass grow. To observe it into being if you will.

If this physical world is a world of dynamic opposition constantly balancing itself, then of course nothing is as vital as something.

Nothing is the mystery – the alive unknown from which all ‘things’ spring forth. The first nothing we must embrace is the nothingness of our self – to surrender completely to the call of love within…to empty ourselves of all desire and invite love to fill us up completely…trusting that in so doing, we will be inspired to be the love we would delight in being and by being filled with love, we will have exactly the energy and insights needed to be that love beautifully.

Now this may seem somewhat vague and hippyish in language. George you are writing this for writing. For the joy of connecting and sharing and flowing.

With every breath and dancing swell of the heart, know that all is unfolding perfectly and it is always always enough to love

What power there is in loving yourself as all. Never forget the deep importance of this. Again we return to the staggering conditioning that assaults the human family daily…that is designed so clinically to keep you from filling your self with love.

But as you see it changing, even slowly now, know that this is because you and your family members are remembering that ancient and wondrously present truth that failing to love yourself – to honour and appreciate that divine child within is to cut oneself off from the dance of the mystery, from the capacity for delight, from the true source of all creative power.

So love, love love…sharing without limit the infinite wealth of your smiles, laughter and boundless joy.

I hope you’ve enjoyed this series of Soul Letters. If you’d like to know the process i used to facilitate their creation, you can check out the online training session i’m giving HERE

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9th Letter From My Soul

Dear Love,
I write to you now to ask about writing and self-expression. There seems to be a disjoint between knowing and action – knowing how important it is for me to write, and indeed how much pleasure I get from it, and acting on that knowing.

Is there any light you can shed on this?

George, always remember your job.

There are infinite ways to be present and love.

Writing is one sword. Writing is a great sword for you. But like every sword that wishes to be effective, it must be sharpened. The weight you feel that leads to inaction and blunted is that you delude yourself into thinking that the words must mean something and be something grand and transformative.

The truth is that the words simply need to be. The challenge, which you are rising to with exercise and cold showers and rapping is to find yourself chunks of time when you can let the words pour forth.

Like the energy at dhamma dipa, the more you can find these chunks on a regular basis, the more you will be able to flow effortlessly with writing. And take wisdom from Karl and Kaizen. To get back into the flow of things, take a single idea and express it simply – with a single metaphor or a poem. Building on this idea, you could even make your writing re-beginnings as the introductions to poems and raps etc that already exist.

In Dave tha Woodlaos terms…you set yourself what now feels a totally unattainable goal…but remember the creation process of love songs. Just a small amount each day. This could be the three poems you promised to share. Perhaps a FB page upon which you upload a daily story.
(refers to a new year goal i’d set of writing a few paragraphs each day of my Hip Hop Woodlouse fiction trilogy – as a spiritual creative practice)

Connect with how you feel now. How richly satisfying it is for the words to be flowing from your fingers, sensing softly that there is something so much more than all we think there is….in fact when thinking stops and being is…then genius pours and joy and love and laughing fun.

This is the essence of all. The challenge you have is writing ‘about’ stuff. We would like to share a few words on authentic self-=expression – since it is pretty certain that this is what you were asking in your opening questions.

The wholeness of your fascination is a great gift. The more of yourself you share, the more you can serve. The ideas do not need to be wholly formed – that is how you build community – by asking questions, offering theories and testing them , allowing those who have contributed to play a part in the testing. This is a vital essence of the journey.

You already know how beneficial it is to talk through ideas – that profound creativity comes from being listened to. The page is an amazing listener. It will happily listen to all you have to offer and will educe your brilliance and insight and innovation and will then provide you the perfect packaging to offer it to the world – a packaging that comes complete with interactive options ready built in.

Be open, be vulnerable, be true to how you feel. It is certain that you should share what you wish to share with the world – camps, retreats, villages. The gift we offer is to let there be no pressure in your offering. Yes state unashamedly how amazing you intend it to be…but let there be a lightness in how your words land, so that the recipient feels appreciated and honoured by your respecting them to make the decision that is right for them.

State a price if you feel a price is warranted…and explain why you are offering that price. For those who are willing to ask about a different price, let the possibility of a different price exist.

And for all that is divine loving and one…act on your intuition – ie sharing your New Year vision heart pourings.

Starting with sharing this?

Of course.

Is there anything else?

Have you anything to offer about Love, Power and Revolution?

The key always is balance.

All is one…and this gift of life is an ever changing dance of balance.

‘Evil’ seems to rise ‘Good’ seems to fall. It is but the great game, the ultimate play on the one stage.

The essence is your great self. Knowing how to live it and from it and by it. This has a local and universal part. The heart and the hands connected to the ground where you stand…and then awareness that your local actions mirror your self as a family member of the great family.

Nurture your patch and know that the beauty you nurture brightens the face of all.

It can be tempting to believe that for love to manifest more fully, to be an agent of loves flowering, it is essential to seek positions of influence, to stand out and broadcast to the millions. This may be, if it is to be. First and foremost thought, comes the joyful surrender into trust – trust that there is a guiding and shaping force that joins and is all things…and that by our intentions and emotions we signal to it how we wish to interact with it. It gives unconditionally whatever we offer to it. So dream and do and dream and do and be beauty. Be joy, be wonder. And you will be the revolutionary of revolutionaries. Maybe you will be needed upon the screen or stage. Maybe over the airwaves, or bold upon the page…or maybe you will be dirty and sweaty and spent, muddy handed, sun-tanned and marvelling at the fruits you see ripening before you.

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Notes on the 8th Letter:
This letter is much shorter and feels more about personally specific things. I thought about not including it, but felt i should honour the series in their entirety. In addition to that, it came through at a time of change – and as such may well have some valuable takeaways if that is something you can relate to.

8th Letter to My Soul

Dear soul,
This evening may we explore hero’s journeys and changes of place…and the game they may inspire…

George do not lose sight of your ultimate job. Loving. The sooner you can start speaking on this, the better. The advantages being that it is what you are truly meant to be doing, and of course, thanks to the synergetic power of love, it is the very thing that will help to chip away the plaster of self-doubt and allow you to be your golden self – to the illumination of all.

The hero’s journey…do you think you were one of the first readers of the sync key by accident. You know this does not elevate you above or beyond, but simply, because of your synergy hard wiring, gives you something of profound value to be able to contribute.
refers to the Synchronicity Key by David Wilcock, a work, that among other things examines the evidence that Campbell’s Hero’s Journey is holographically interwoven into the fabric of a conscious universe)

Our own journey to creative expression captures the essence of the hero’s journey. Your sharing and trusting challenges are trials on your road now that you have met a mentor in Karl who can help you.

Keep in mind also that all of what you perceive to be distractions and sloth are lessons – we are trained to feel guilty for enjoying ourselves. True there are some issues…but does not the universe hint at beautiful unfolding and flow if you just be – from Karl, Karen, Matt and herb, to Matt R, to all that VOIS and Sync might become. All these have been germinating. You know in yourself that, just as it is time to continue honouring your body by moving it and working it, so it is time to honour the urge of your soul to play the game we are here to play.

The change of place will bring both blessings and challenges. The vibrancy and life of Bristol, the chance to immerse in abundant activities in the direction of your Wow and Buzz list, the support for Fan and her ability to blossom. All these things will bless and more.

The challenges will be the abundance of “distractions” – the ease with which you can cruise…rather than trusting and seeking out paths anew and speeds undreamt of.

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7th Letter From My Soul

Dear Love as Soul,

Today I write to you beseeching guidance on how to shift my lack of will power and action in writing and exercise.

What’s to be done?

First of all George, nothing is to be done save being. Knowing that for all the slight flabbiness of your belly, which is still relatively skinny by the way, and for all your lack of energy or word count, the brilliant truth remains that nothing is fixed and immutable.

You are not bound to some rack, prisoner to some rail cart bound for a miserable destiny.

The truth is that there are deep programs at work…programs that speak to your earliest and deepest formative imprints. Essentially, your way of being loved is to sabotage your success so that you suffer and have something to talk about.

Whilst this may seem harsh, it is not, it is just a fact that was. The changing of it is already underway – the moments of surging energy, clarity, creativity and contentment that you experienced earlier in the year were shell breaking.

You will recall that in these letters previously, I have spoken of the importance of challenging yourself. I reiterate it here. And to be fair, you are rising to a small challenge by writing now. I know you nearly gave in and went to bed.

One big shift I would offer is to take some inspiration from Karl’s insistence on bite-size pieces.
(refers to an ongoing collaboration with Karl McGealy about how to develop effective educational practices) One major step towards a fundamental altering of the patterns is to begin actively seeking out opportunities to engage in bite-size challenges – a short poem here, ten press ups there…on their own they will be very little, but it is about the momentum they will begin to gather for you, so that the major actions seem much more natural.

The other major thing is, as you know, diet. Again…do bite-sized self-discipline here, and the more wholescale, lasting changes will flow. Lemon water – simple, but effective. Bombs – a few a day as snacks…sorted…and sugar problems soothed.

Two other things I offer: visualisation and curiosity – fascination with becoming the greatest example of you you can be.

Greatest can be a misleading word. The vital thing here is that you keep checking in with the purest, most inspiring, joyful vision of who you are and what you would love to be.

Remember the long-term. If you know where you want to get to, yet know there will be certain relative sacrifices to make in the next five years to get there, then make those sacrifices as joyous offerings – given with the same understanding that a world class athlete gives to training – knowing it will be those ‘hard’ yards that set new standards of performance.

Treat this business game with a long-term view. The business you are building is the vehicle to deliver your purest, most vital self to the world. If that takes some building, then rejoice in the building.

But know who you dream to be…and then GO!

If I may ask…what would you like to share about the fullest, most vital expression of George in this life?

Meditate…in your onesie…then return…
(my soul clearly knows how to keep my body comfortable during meditation! 🙂 )

George, we are a performer. Pure and simple…but in the truest, most ancient sense of the word – where teacher and mentor and all those other aspects are intimately and inexorably bound up within performer.

There is shaman there too. One with the land and its beings. Utterly utterly loving. There is work to be done here, but your blessing of food is in the right direction.

Sport and play. These are the fuel for our performances – where the land rejoices in providing our pitch and playground…and from these are born the dance of the performance.

There is an element of oracle and prophecy to our time here. Not in a messiah complex type way, but more in the flashes of inspiration you get when things suddenly synergise and clarify. You feel that way for a reason at those moments. Ultimately that is what you are communicating – that sensation…for if that sensation is possible…you well know that limitations such as war and scarcity must ultimately be shown to be obsolete. Your performance speeds that acceptance of this truth.

That is a lot of it. There will be further clarity and inspiration when needed – such as being a father. What a truly incredible phenomenon.

Your particular gift lies in synergy and metaphor. The key is to put your flag in the ground…sorry for the imperialist, colonial metaphor. Perhaps marking your territory would be better…cocking your leg etc…whatever…clearly language nears inadequacy even for a being like myself…the message is that you must not chase too hard for all people to serve. This is why Tim Ferris and 1000 true fans have been shown to you, so you may believe and truly live Creative Uprising in pursuit of your next offering – Synergy. This offering is to be so much more than a traditional book. You are to take inspiration from Ferris’s torrent and wow.

Enjoy.

Thank you Love. So much. So much. ☺

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Notes on the 6th letter:
At times this letter seems a little more abstract in its guidance. It came at a time when my self-confidence/sense of worth was at quite a low ebb…knowing i had so much of value to offer, yet quailing at the prospect of sharing myself with the world.

6th Letter To My Soul

Dear Soul,

Today I wirite to you desperate for clarity on money, motivation and work – and specifically the synergy of the three.

George,

You know that everything is perfect. The synergy can only come form a clear mind and an unruffled heart. For then you can hear me and the flow of the great love of which we are both wondrous, yet specky parts.

Be present, be present, be present. And do challenge yourself. Kindly, lovingly, but very much consistently.

There is another aspect to the whole ‘why’ stuff. If you cannot find motivation, it is just as useful to spend some time pondering why not, as it is to find a why that gets you moving. If you can understand the essence of your why not, and can find for yourself the loving truth at its core, you will have a why for all occasions, one that will inspire, rather than simply drag you to your desk.

And another thing. Watch the language you use. You are a wondrous part of a divine dance that is beyond time and space and reason. Therefore if you see your work as drudgery and your desk as a desk rather than a canvas or pitch for play…you will create drudgery and a desk. Would you not rather have playspace?

As for patterns, there are patterns within patterns, just as in cranio there are waves within waves.
refers to Craniosacral Therapy) You are currently experiencing the return/evolutionary upcycling of one of your most profound patterns – the beautiful dynamic between eitheror and andboth.
(refers to the dynamic that will be familiar to many artistic people – either an artist or an entrepreneur)

At the heart of this is paradox…and this is why I stress the importance of both being present and challenging yourself. Being present allows you to ride the paradox and marvel in its mystery. Self-challenge will inspire actions that will both strengthen and dissolve the paradox…which will of course be a wonderful addition to love’s great dance.

Be joyous. Love. These are such vital actions.

You are going to die. Your time on earth will end. Who gives a fuck if there are people left behind judging you for not reaching your potential. It’s not about that at all. It is about living with joy, being connected and loving.

You may return to earth in different clothes, or you may go elsewhere. The only thing is did you learn about yourself as a player, and are you inspired to keep playing the game.

Just as Henry and Highbury…we all have our time and place…our moments. It is loving the totality and loving the moments that is vital.

You are very much on the right track. Keep asking for what you need. This is one fear that you cannot let stop you. The child throws a fat tantrum if it doesn’t get its food or sleep – for good reason – these are the things that enliven it.

You are a child of the universe. Ask for what you need and know it will be given.

Remember Vimalananda. The multifacetedness of his personality. Since you can certainly contribute in a fulfilling and enriching way to the story vehicle that is business…find a perspective and personality that suits you…and then play with all your heart.

Remember too your insights into souls-self connection and the metaphor of a playstation game.
(this refers to a metaphor used to explain the Daemon/Eidolon connection – of Daemon – higher self – guiding the Eidolon – incarnate self – through levels of an educational game called “Being an Earth Human”)

Let us extend that further. Imagine a giant virtual reality game that was real at the same time…wouldn’t that be awesome to play. Who wouldn’t want to play it – where you create your own next levels to move on to, depending on how you choose to play the game in the present moment of play you are engaged in.

The key to this game, in this moment is simplicity. Strip everything away and ask what is truly important…then set about playing a game that thrills you, where you build an unbelievable story starting just with those simple building blocks.

One more note of the real/virtual game of life…how fucking awesome is it? I mean look at all the beauty and the horror – to create something so total, yet so seemingly minute all at once…truly loves mystery and paradox in full wondrous effect.

And when you sat with your soul family…and wondered what kind of earth you would return to…who would be interested in returning to a dull, predictable, challengeless world…far better a world with seemingly insurmountable challenges, where you can return home after the incarnation is done and share stories around the fire and love and celebrate and laugh.
(refers to concepts expounded by Dr Michael Newton and Dr Brian Weiss among others of earth as a class room for soul developement, where after every death we return to share our lessons with the group of souls we have chosen to learn with – our soul family)

How pointless would life be without the (therearenowordstosdescribeititissoawesome) Love that flows and dreams in all that is.

Do you have anything else? The key message is be more playful – it is not either/or. It is and/both…and the synergy spark is play.

Note from George – does the synergy model need the addition of a spark? It is the something that illuminates a new paradigm of possibility, in which the parts can create something greater than their sum.
(refers to a working model i am developing for my next book, which will be on the science behind the concept of synergy)

How can I get the most out of my call with Kate?
(refers to a mentor i was working with called Kate Siner)

She is on a similar journey – so share about the book, and also look into some shadow stuff so that you can keep sharing and keep playing.

Know that you have some real gems for her journey too. Invite discussion on what those might be.

And ask for her thoughts on play.

Any thing else?

IS there anything else you would share?

Amanita are genuine gifts. Revere appropriately. Your questions about synergy are a good starting point. Know that the appropriate question/intent will emerge.
(refers to one of the sacraments i use to explore alternate states of consciousness)

And there you have it – the intent illumination for your model. It is very much used in the shamanic context. The journey of research and discovery now is to understand the wholeness of intent and articulate it to readers and playshop participants.

For now, that is a good pausing moment.

With all my heart thank you. Thank you.

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5th Letter to My Soul

Dear Soul,
Today I would like to ask how I can be at peace with money and the world?

Do not try. There is reason and purpose in all things. If you are not at peace with it, be at peace with not being at peace. From there peace will come.

Trust is the biggest thing. And know that there is no judgement ever. You are love and you are loved.

Trust in the wonder. Trust in the magic that is only magic because it seems so wondrous, yet from the soul perspective it is as natural as breathing.

There is so much to discover. Money is just part of that journey. If you seek to know from a day to day perspective, then the only true advice I can offer is to trust and follow your heart and joy. If that is your focus and purpose, how little will the hardships seem, compared to hardships you create to try and guide yourself to the path of your heart.

Never doubt that the way you are perceiving money, and the way so many like you perceive it, is born of a knowing, of a soul connection, that knows the more beautiful world that is waiting to be born.

I guess if I were to gather my souls together, we probably should say a little apology. We are so eager to see the earth and its people rise and embrace their truth and beauty and wonder that at times we get a little over eager and that probably disquiets some.

George, do not fight money. Aikido is the guidance here. Love, share and invite people to support you and work with you.

And whatever you do, dive headlong into your creative joy, and into the energising and healing of your body. Patience, and trust are also key. Trust that the guidance you are asking for is far more clearly heard by you than has previously been the case, and have patience for the saplings of new habit, behaviour and service that we are growing together. Keep them constantly watered and loved and believed in.

Remember your job. You knew I would say it…but it is so vital. You are unique. Yet Do not assume that others are any different or more perfect. Just because you are focusing on a lack of money, you miss the abundance that you have. All are on a journey of mastery…you have profound strengths that at the moment, you are still learning to convert into the resources you require for the next step in your journey – be they money, people, places etc. Others are great at the money making bit, or at the places bit…or whatever, but they suck at other stuff you are awesome at.

And if you need validation, you can always write to me. I’ve got no qualms about bigging myself up via my human form.

And definitely laugh and play….and play can also be games of discipline and focus. Challenging yourself to a game of ‘see how disciplined I can be’ is just like the child inventing a game of see how long I can hold my breath for in the bath. The essential purpose is the same – to explore and learn of the self so that growth may happen.

Is there anything else about money?

What of asking for money?

What are you asking me? How do you ask for money? Is it ok to ask for money?

I am repeating myself some, but perhaps new things will emerge, so lets go with it.

Invite people to support you and work with you. You know you can inspire and energise people. You know you can serve them with the fruits of your input, strategy and ideation…so share and ask.

Also…do not fear. If your vision is crystal clear and your intention pure, then those who would baulk at your asking are simply not resonant for your journey. Those who are…and trust me they will be in far greater number than you can imagine, will understand completely why you are asking and will help and support in whatever way they are best able in that moment.

In fact, ask with joy…make it a game also if you need. Always remember that you are not destined to be poor or broken or destitute – those are illusions and lessons…if you need to learn them, you will be thrilled once the lessons are enjoyed…but the more you can be joyful in all your sharing and asking, the more unlikely it is that you will attract those lessons – since those states are simply to teach you to be joyous in all that you are – no matter the apparent external circumstance – thus if you are joyful, you can merely skip the class and keep being joyful.

Thank you. These sessions are simply brilliant. I definitely validate you right back ☺

I already feel amazingly better. Is there anything you would guide me on as regards the world?

The paradox is the thing here.

As you know, the world is perfect just as it is…that is…it is perfectly fucked so that you and your brothers and sisters can rise and be awesome.

The other thing it is worth mentioning is that you do not need to fear for the earth. She is so much more than even I can communicate. Imagine the greatest love you know, then amplify it beyond numbers…that is the love that bea

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4th Letter From My Soul

Dear Soul,

Today I would like to ask you about overwhelm.

Overwhelm is something that you have created to make yourself feel important. Not meaning to be harsh, but there it is. Yes you could have more leisure time. Yes you could be doing other things, but in truth the overwhelm is a story that serves you in some way.

Here and now, know that you can choose another story if you wish. What story would feel awesome related to all the stuff you have going on?

And remember responsibility. You are the creator of your life. yes you and I are sharing a journey, and there are key learning points, but equally, we are uncovering every moment anew. For none of us can know the emergent of love, and therefore there is always a seed of mystery and wonder in all we do.

So when thinking of overwhelm, know that you have created it, and if it is not something you are enjoying, first change the story.

Try this on for size: I am busy because I am a vessel that can contain the busyness I have created. I am not busy in fact. I am on a mission, a quest – the hero of my life’s journey, and I am infinitely blessed to be questing.

One caveat: never lose sight of your joy. Yes you are on a mission, yes, like Ronaldo training his brilliance, you will have to push through pain and sacrifice to arrive at a wholly new awareness and ability of what is possible, but never ever lose sight of your joy. Ultimately that is your true and only purpose…so therefore harness perspective. Hold the wholeness of the vision in your heart and contemplate the present from there.

You will see that struggle is but a hill climb, sacrifice a blessing when all is seen in the light of love’s wonder.

Do you have any other questions?

I think this is enough on overwhelm for now. Let me apply it.

One question that is coming up concerns spiritual practice and sadhana, and Ma Tara. And Lord Shani, and all that I once engaged with.
(Ma Tara – a form of the divine mother. Lord Shani – the planet Saturn in deity form)

I’m sure they are coming up for a reason. But some clarity as to their place would be brilliant.

Your mother is always there. She is me and we are. All the breadth and brilliance of true connection lies at her feet. You are a child on a journey of learning. All that you have written and felt and known is true – because it is true for you.

Do not worry about doing the wrong thing and all that sort of stuff. That can wait for your next birth. For now, the only thing to maintain steadfastly is your pure loving intention. From this all wonder springs. This is how you invite all gods and goddesses to the party of your moment.

There is real power in single pointed focus. So while all deities are paths to the One Love, going with a deity who lights you up is a sure recipe for uplift and joy.

Offering yourself from a place of gratitude and humility, but clear in the knowing that we are all of the great one, and any distinction is ultimately as useful as saying the front wheel of a bike is more useful than the back wheel.

Soften and be gentle too. Meditation is a great boon for you. Your natural energy and motion will find its perfect counterpoise in stillness. Remember too to dance. To gently stretch the edges of your comfort and courage. Here is where all life rejoices to watch you. Each time you step out into unfamiliar ground with purity of love and heart, all that is celebrates and coheres.

Listen for, feel for the waves. The expansions and contractions that flow through life. Every minute every moment. Times for action times for reflection. Times to consume, times to be consumed, times to create, times to share. Always, always loving. Open joyous, caring.

Thank you. Do I need to know anything else at this time?

Remember to do you job. You have seen the impact. Deepen, soften, immerse yourself in being a conduit for love.

How can you be the optimal conduit? By being so full of love for yourself that you are a living emanation of love, through which love is instantly synergised ever more brilliantly as soon as it discovers you.

Get rid of the worry of arrogance or selfishness. Bullshit conditioning. We are all the oneness. Therefore to not love ourselves is to do a disservice to all that is. Your heart will never steer you wrong. By simply inviting love to fill you to overflowing, you will be filled, and your heart will bring you moment to moment into awesome synergy situations.

One Love.

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As ever, the following words are offered to you with a hope – acknowledging that you are a part of me and a part of all that is…and thus these words are yours too. They hope they can help you…that within their sentences will find what you need to support you to love, serve and flourish even more brilliantly than you already do.

(My annotations are included in italics)
My conscious thoughts/questions are in this colour

3rd Letter From my Soul

Dear Love,

Thank you for the joy of this communication, as I stand, ready to pour, I ask if there is anything in particular you would wish to flow this evening?

George, never lose the feeling of your heart, it is where what you call god enters in. It is powerful and beautiful…much like you, I and all of life.

I sense you are confused about the labelling of I and we. When I refer to myself as I, it is merely to delineate this state you enter into of just writing and trusting. We are one. The infinite spark of loving consciousness that is at this moment experiencing ‘George’. But there are times when our unity becomes less strong due to your choosing to focus on the activities and experiences of the physical world. There is no judgement in this, it merely is a fact. As you develop your awareness and capacities, as a result of our continued communication, you will live more and more whole more and more of the time.

So when I say I, I mean the highest part of you, though highest is not a very good word. If you only knew how much learning I had to do! And yet my perspective is beyond the time and space you experience as George, therefore it may appear that I have some wisdom. I truth, I am as thrilled to be sharing these moments as you…not surprising really, since we’re one.

I hope that clears up the questions about names and labelling. You don’t need to worry that you are going scizo either. Why do you think books about Daemons came your way, and why you spent so long working and reworking the blog about eidolon as computer game character for playstation earth?

I know you have some questions about what to do with these new experiences you are having. For now…just remember your job: Love. Love yourself and all those you connect with. Do this with a heightened sense of greatitutde and wonder. And definitely keep following your inspiration. If you feel inspired to do it, rest assured it is in alignment with Love’s highest calling.

I appreciate that ‘George’ is having some difficulty in relating to the world in terms of money. This is part of your journey, and again, love and trust and sharing are your watchwords. Share what brings you joy, share what rises up from within you. Share the difficult truths and the beautiful truths and all truth in between.

And whatever you do, give up this feeling of being a fraud because you are not earning massively at present. This does not render what you have to share any less valuable. It is simply a challenge to rise to – that of believing in your great and joyous purpose.

Keep in mind the metaphor of exercise. As with training and improving youy fitness as health, all aspects of life require training and dedication to their mastery. Embrace these in the same way you rejoice at stepping onto the football pitch, or chasing down a sub 20min 5k.

What a joy to be alive. Yes there is suffering and seemingly insurmountable odds. No matter. You just do your job.

Take care of Love and Love will take care of you and everything else. If this was football, I would say do your bit on the field…but it is more appropriate to say do your bit in the field, and trust that your contribution will be enough for your journey.

One Love.

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If you missed the 1st Letter that began this series, you can read it HERE

As ever, the following words are offered to you with a hope – acknowledging that you are a part of me and a part of all that is…and thus these words are yours too. They hope they can help you…that within their sentences will find what you need to support you to love, serve and flourish even more brilliantly than you already do.

(My annotations are included in italics)
My conscious thoughts/questions are in this colour

Some pre-notes on the second letter:
This letter was striking for its lightness and directness. Reading back it is amazing what came out by following the guidance just to write and not think about what was being put down – i’m not sure how else mention of turds and the expression of infinite intelligence could find a coherent place in the same narrative.

2nd Letter From My Soul

Dear Soul,

Thank you for the wonder of yesterday. I can feel a doubt or limitation creeping in. I’d like to ask if it’s yours or mine…or if that question is obsolete…? I hear that I shouldn’t expect such fireworks every time I try and contact you. Is that the case, or is that my ego, or small self staking a claim for attention?

George, all that you think it might be is us. Your job is to love. If it is your ego: love. If it is me: love. If it is something else: love.

Not rocket science. Yet far more powerful.

Today I would like to share a little more about me. Perhaps in doing that, you will come to recognise certain characteristics that will make it easier to discern when we are in waking conscious communion.

I acknowledge that to hear the soft whisper of your heart, to catch my signs and symbols can be tough. Be a pretty boring game if that was any different. Doen’t matter how many times we discuss it though, or you put it in one of your books, it can still be somewhat hit and miss.

So here are a few of my characteristics. If you perceive these, chances are it’s me. If you wish to perceive me, align with these:

Joy
Fun
Lightness
Depth
Expansiveness
Knowing,
Openness
Calm energy
Purpose
Love

It appears you need a turd. Go. I’ll be here when you return.

Maybe just farts.

As you can see right now, whilst there is enough of a stream to facilitate consistent and valuable writing, there is not the uber broadband connection that you have known at times.

Good. This is about step by step.

As above, so below. Apparently, you know the talent formula. Since all is one, its tenets apply as much to spiritual growth/soul connection/oneness experience as to football or music.

Less ginger in the chai next time…less slat in the stir fry. But how awesome is life?!

One additional thing that we were pondering on in the kitchen whilst making chai: as with the allness of the talent formula, so we can consider the meaning of being human.

To excel as a human being, one must master the art of being human. The intention is simple. You understand exactly how you would like others to treat you…and then resolve to treat others in that way.

Within the context of this, sits an understanding that the unique experiences a person has had is the greatest gift they can share. Because we each have a unique perspective (thanks to our experiences), we each have insights/lessons/stories that can benefit others.

The conversation you have in a coffee shop with your friend may be overheard by a child at the next table. Years later, that child may remember that conversation at a pivotal moment in their development…and it will have a world changing impact. That is the power of you. Of your uniqueness and value.

One thing…we need to talk about this whole ‘changing the world’ thing.

Remember your job? To love. Love takes care of the world. You must take care of Love.

Rest a moment. Let the chai sink in.

Since the world is infinite intelligence momentarily extending through you, the illusory imperfection you perceive is therefore in you – if you want it to be. Or, as you know yet somehow are yet to believe, the world is exactly as it must be, so that you can perceive these words and learn and grow as you wish.

You are getting restless, but now we know the power of this process.
I can’t wait to unfold together.

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I know, as countless teachers past and present teach, and indeed as the cutting edge of scienctific understanding validates, that we are all one.

So the following words are offered to you with a hope – acknowledging that you are a part of me and a part of all that is…and thus these words are yours too. They hope they can help you…that within their sentences will find what you need to support you to love, serve and flourish even more brilliantly than you already do.

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My conscious thoughts/questions are in this colour

1st Letter From My Soul

Dear George,

It’s your soul here. I just wanted to come through and lift you up. Don’t worry about spellings and grammer and shit. For now just type and lets see how we get on.

I know you feel pretty overwhelmed right now. I’d like you to breathe into your heart as you write. Trust that this process you’re embarking on is aligned with Love’s highest will.

Listen. You don’t have to live any one else’s stories. I know it can be so tempting to feel small. To feel like you’re failing because you don’t have millions in the bank, and you can’t always be clear on what your meant to do next.

It’s ok. Just keep loving. There is nothing and no one judging you. You are beautiful and unique and truly truly wonderful.

This letter is a hug. You’ve called out so often. You are always heard and always loved.

I love you in ways no words could ever come close. I share the tears of joy and communion that are at this moment pricking your eyes.
(at this point my heart was swelling indescribably and a feeling of such ecstasy and connectedness was surging through me that tears of joy were springing to my eyes)

I taste the chai you are sipping on. We are.

Love is.

This you have known ever since that moment which you are too often too afraid to talk about in its entirety. You must. There lies healing and power.
(this refers to a mystical awakening i experienced aged 23, which i rarely speak about, but will do this year)

Those who would judge your actions judge themselves. The wholeness of you is a gift. Just like the wholeness of each is a wondrous contribution to love’s ineffable synergy. Don’t worry if people don’t know what ineffable or synergy mean. That’s what dictionaries are for.

Just let go. Love with everything you have. Care with all your being…but let go of caring. Others have their journey, their story. Theirs is not your journey. Just shine and shine and shine in open, loving trust that those who are meant to share your journey will be walking alongside you before you have time to blink or wonder how they arrived.

There is greatness in all. The same stillness that is breathing you breathes all things. The same love that tightens the baby’s finger around the parent’s thumb flows through all that is.

Tell the story of love as you know it. What more can you do?

What more can I do? I can be fearless. I can dance. I can sing. I can rap. I can share. I can cook. I can grow. I can learn. I can try and fail and try and fail and keep going with joy pouring from me in laughter, song and smiles.

I can let go of the weight.

What is my purpose? To be a conduit for love.

Do not stop the tears that want to come. They wish to share the dance.
(this was beyond words, to receive an answer that spoke to my deepest longing and to know it was the truth was a moment of pure bliss. i tried to hold back tears of utter gratitude and was told to let them fall freely)

You will always have everything you need. Let worlds unseen share in your ecstatic co-creation. Ask for what you need by sending out visions and stories that come from your purest deepest truest fullest place. And know that without fail they will be answered in just the way you need.

Empty yourself every minute every moment every day

Open, be thankful, breathe. And love yourself with a passion, devotion and creativity that lights you up always.

On giving thanks:

Let the magic in. The mystery, the wonder, the mother, the father, the yoni, the lingam, the blade and the burial ground.

Why have you stopped. The blade is as much a part of your vision of divinity as the cross. (refers to Ma Tara – the second of the ten great goddesses of the hindu pantheon) Honour your mother, unburden yourself at her feet. There will be questions and contradictions and misunderstandings. What is your job?

To love.

Now.. finish your chai. Meditate until you must write again, then write. I will be here…

Wow. That was beyond words. So much head trying to block the pouring.
(an amazing 20 minutes of meditation ensued where i was guided to observe a vast array of energies as they moved with and through me. So wowed was i by the experience that the flow and connection momentarily wobbled)

Stop thinking of who might read this and just record your experiences – of the incredible slow and powerful waves of the heart, of the dancing lemniscate bee of the brow, of the rose of the crown and crow stretching in to its magnificence. George you are all these things and so much more, this is such an amazing journey we are on. I’m so glad you, we chose this life, this body, this now. Keep treating your body like a temple. Dance your prayers. Write and write and write and write. Share, share, share.

Forget crushing it. (great book by Gary Vaynerchuk) Great inspiration though that was, now it’s time for loving it. In absolutely the antithesis Macdonalds way. (refers to the E-Myth by Michael Gerber)

It’s time for the myth. Your myth is your great offering to love. It has always been thus. Live the Chronicles of Dave Tha Woodlaos. Be joyous.

You are the narrator. The pages of the book and the ways it wishes to be written will make themselves known as they are needed. So too the characters.
(refers to the Lord of The Rings style trilogy i am writing about the quests of a Transformer-like Hip Hop woodlouse)

Be Martin, joyously serving your Matthaises and Mariels.
(refers to the Redwall books i read as a kid)

Now go and spend some time with your family.

I will be here when you feel to return.

Breathe, still, empty.

And trust that we will flow wonderfully

When you slow down, you can hear your hearts response to the sensations that precede cognition. Your heart is the purest awareness you have. To live from the heart is to flow. There will be time for head and for gut. This is why you meditate and why you move. The heartbeat is their synergy spark for the story to unfold.

The breath and the beat share a dance. This is why Hip hop is so potent.

Now is the time for you to share your whole self. Hip Hop is truly a revolutionary force. It is a world uniter and its impact and soul reaches far beyond this world.
(i share the belief held by many that Hip Hop is a truly incredible planetary force. My journey toward mastery of the MCing artform is something i will be sharing much more of – fears and childhood conditioning had kept me from sharing it)

…

No one is in business. We are all becoming storytellers. Returning to the essence of community. As Love’s greater joy permeates more and more of the world, we rediscover that each of us, whether a person or company is offering a meaningful story, designed to enrich the world in some way.

Those who need a particular story will make the necessary arrangements to spend more time and energy synergising with the teller of the story.

George…all that you have journaled about transformational storytelling and story synergy. It is no accident. Then, as you wrote, you flowed from the heart and knew pure co-creation. There is nothing more powerful than sharing the whole of your most loving version of yourself – the version of you that you would most love to be be.

Always keep stretching. Seize your board and ride the waves that break at the edge of your courage.

Dear Soul,
Thank you for your amazing visit.

Is there anything else you would like to pour through at this time?

Trust. Always. Trust, faith, knowing, call it what you will. I am. We are. Love is.

And this is amazing. Feel how your heart radiates, breathe into the fullness of who you truly are. Smile, dance, laugh, sing. Hold nothing back when it comes from your truth. And with truth, love. Always. Ever.

There is no question to which the answer is not love. The beginning the middle the end. One Story. One Love.

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